Dear one, I know you wake up everyday forgetting who you are..
So this is for you...
So you can be reminded everyday how unconditionally loved and valuable you are...
Listen to this every day, multiple times a day, if you need to...
Because I know you forget and that’s ok...
You are loved.
There is no person in this universe, not your family, your friends, your past lovers, your future lover or yourself who could love you as much as I do.
Your name means worthy of love.
This is no accident.
Because your life journey is about coming to really KNOW that you are so worthy of love.
Not because you need to earn love in any way.
Or strive to get it.
Or go find it.
You are worthy of love period.
I knit you together in your mothers womb excitedly dreaming of the day you would be born because You are a masterpiece.
One of a kind.
Altogether lovely and uniquely hand-crafted.
Even though you think you are constantly failing at this thing called life I want you to know that you are not.
You are not behind.
You are not lost.
I know you have regrets, things you wish you could go back and redo.
I know you get so down on yourself when you mess up.
But precious love of mine, I have thrown all your failures, mistakes, addictions, and regrets as far as the east is from the west.
I have made you into a new creation.
I have set you free from it all.
Dear one, you are now white as snow.
I know how hard it is for you to really believe this.
But it’s true.
I know how much you struggle with self-worth and physical pain everyday.
I see how hard you try.
I know your struggles.
And I understand how much you have been through.
Your tenacity is beautiful.
Your willingness to look at your part is precious.
No matter how many times you have been knocked down, abandoned, hurt and deeply disappointed you, Mandy, you never ever ever give up.
In fact you keep getting stronger.
And you are determined to find the good.
I am so proud of you.
Did you know that I never stop thinking about you?
Yes, You are always on my mind.
I love your smile.
I love the way you ponder things.
I love your questions.
I adore all your ways.
My love for you never changes no matter what you do or don’t do.
Do you believe that?
Can you feel how much I adore you?
No matter how many times you wander, I’ll never stop coming after you.
I’ll chase you down.
Because you are mine.
I chose you.
It hurts me when I see you in pain.
But I know what’s best for you.
And I HAVE good things for you.
Plans you could never create yourself - better than the greatest dream you have imagined.
I know you have a hard time sometimes with putting me first when you have such a deep desire for a husband.
You want someone to hold.
To talk to.
Just remember I am all around you.
I am the hug from your friend.
I am always by your side.
I am the peace in your storm.
I am in every tear you've cried.
I am the voice that is calm.
I am the anchor of your soul.
I will never forsake you.
I’ll never let go.
One day Ill take all the pain AWAY.
It will all make sense but until that day.
In me you’ll find ALL you’ve ever needed.
In me you are complete.
You are Known.
Just as you are.
So take my hand my love.
And let me speak to your precious heart.
And remind you once again.
Just how great you are.
With a love that is unending, unfailing, unconditional, indescribable and eternal.